Monday, November 22, 2010

Jonah

I'm almost through reading the books of the Prophets and I've been struggling. But when I read the book of Jonah the Lord struck me. It's not necessarily a new revelation, but I was listening and prepared to hear what He had for me in that book. The last 2 verses of the book say
"But the Lord said, 'You have been concerned about this vine, though you did not tend it or make it grow. It sprang up overnight. But Nineveh has more than a hundred and twenty thousand people who cannot tell their right hand from their left, and many cattle as well. Should I not be concerned about that great city?'"
I had to ask myself... What are my priorities? Do I take situations into my own hands? Do I have concern for the lives of those lost in sin?

Today was praise & worship chapel. I stayed for both services to worship my King. The music was great but what's even better is that the spirit was so alive in my heart. One of the last songs was Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace
This is exactly what I needed to hear.

Thank you Lord for drawing near your servant in her time of need.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Our God is Greater

I just wrote a note about the past couple days
And it was all complaining
So i deleted it
And thought this would be better...

Lord help me to have your perspective
You are greater than anything I face
You are awesome in power
When you're on my side nothing can stand against me
I trust You, I rely on You
I know you will provide and sustain

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

International Day of Prayer for the Persecuted Church

In Chapel on Monday Jim "V" Vermilya talked about the international day of prayer for the persecuted Church, which is on Sunday, November 14. This is an issue that is near to my heart but very distant from my present reality. I've seen persecution first hand while on mission trips. The very first time was also my first time out of country. I was in Ensenada, Mexico working with a Pastor named Mario. He lived in a predominantly Jehovah Witness community. His neighbors did not like the presence (or power!) of the church so they dug a small trench and run their sewage directly in front of the church. Every time someone goes to church they have to pass over this. It stinks, real bad. However, this is still not the life-or-death persecution many other Christian believers face. Below is a map of restricted nations, areas where Christians are intensely persecuted for their faith.

So I think to myself What does this mean for me? I'm separated from this... chances of someone threatening my life because of my beliefs is slim to none. In all reality I'm not even faced with ridicule or rejection because of my beliefs. You could say this means I'm not doing enough, that I'm not friends with enough "non Christians." If I'm not being persecuted, why? God said we would be. But I don't look at it that way, I think I face a different kind of persecution, a more subtle form. Maybe my persecution comes in the form of people not wanting me to pursue my dreams and visions. They doubt what I can do and they doubt God's calling to do that. They fear for me more than I fear for myself.
Philippians 1:29
Philippians 12:1-13
Matthew 5:33, 34
Romans 12: 9, 14
John 15:18-20
I've really developed in boldness and steadfastness in proclaiming the gospel. I'm not perfect and I don't know what I'd do if i was ever placed in a situation where my life was at risk... but I hope I would remain as faithful to Him as He is to me!



While thinking about all of this I've really been thinking about my role in Kingdom work. Lately I have totally been dissatisfied with what I'm doing. I know that I'm growing closer to my Lord and deeper in my relationship of Love with Him. But, what about my impact on others? Am I taking advantage of every opportunity I'm given? Am I spending my time in full service for Him? I think the heart of the issue is that I'm tired of school. Yes it is a haven of spiritual growth and opportunity, but I also think that it is limiting me. I would rather be in the "real world" than in classroom settings. I would rather be practicing social justice than learning about shades, tints & tones in Fine Arts class....
Senioritis? I think so! I need to be patient. I need to take advantage of the opportunities I have. I need to stretch myself to grow as much as I can. If I can't do it here then how can I do it out there?!?! This is part of the path of God's plan for my life, and I've decided to try to make the most of it.
I'm spending my time for Him instead of myself. An awesome opportunity that began this week is that I'm leading a Bible study for the girls in my youth group. The Lord really spoke to me during my preparations, and I'm sure I got just as much out of it as the girls. Just because I'm "leading it" doesn't mean that i know everything. I'm really excited to see where this journey goes!

Monday, November 1, 2010

God is an Artist

I wrote this little devotional as a homework assignment for my Fine Arts class. I actually took the assignment lightly when I wrote this. Later, when I went back to edit it I added some more stuff and was then struck with the realization of what it means in my own life. I was impacted so heavily by my own writing. Maybe this isn't good, maybe it doesn't affect you at all, but it does me so I thought I'd share it...


Isaiah 42:5-7, This is what God the LORD says— he who created the heavens and stretched them out, who spread out the earth and all that comes out of it, who gives breath to its people, and life to those who walk on it: "I, the LORD, have called you in righteousness; I will take hold of your hand. I will keep you and will make you to be a covenant for the people and a light for the Gentiles, to open eyes that are blind, to free captives from prison and to release from the dungeon those who sit in darkness.

Once upon a time, there was an artist who created a magnificent painting. It was a colorful sunrise peaking above the mountaintops. There were bright shades of yellow, red, pink, and orange which contrasted the dark blue and grey hues of the mountains. The paint was slathered on so thick that the piece popped with texture. He put so much time and effort into his task, carefully perfecting every line, color, and texture of the panting until he was completely satisfied. When the painting was dry he framed it in a golden oak frame and hung it on his bedroom wall. It was a remarkably alluring piece; he smiled whenever he saw it. Everyone knew that he was a wonderful artist, but he never showed this piece to anyone else. It was purely for his own enjoyment.

There was another artist who also created a beautiful masterpiece. His was painting of a beach scene with palm trees bending in the wind during a power storm. There was rhythm in the spacing of palm trees and the focal point was on a massive grey wave about to crash on shore. The artist put the same amount of effort into his task, intimately working with the design elements. He did not stop working until he felt fully satisfied. This artist framed his work in a beautiful gold setting. The end result was stunning. This second artist donated his masterpiece to the community rehabilitation center, where many people would enjoy seeing it. The painting made a lasting impact on the clients of the center who resonated with the theme of the painting as they endured their own life storms.

Which of these paintings do you think was probably more appreciated? You are correct if you said it was the second painting of the beach scene. Though both were equally impressive, the second artist used his painting to impact the lives of other people – he made it with a purpose to be served. The awe-inspiring thing is that God is like the second artist. When He creates artwork He does so with a purpose. As His creation, we were not aimlessly thrown together and we were not made for His enjoyment only. In the moment our nostrils were filled with breath, God had a plan for each of us. He called us to be righteous, promising to lead us, as we are a light to the lost. Our beauty as His masterpiece is meant to open the eyes of the blind to the splendor of His work. We can make the same life-giving impact on others, just like painting of the stormy beach hung in the rehabilitation center. I challenge you to refuse to be like the painting on the bedroom wall. Be the masterpiece of light that God created you to be. He made us beautiful to bring glory to Him.

Matthew 5:14- 16 "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.

Incase you didn't know, which i'm sure you didn't, this is one of my favorite paintings ever. "Starry Night" by Vincent Van Gogh. I did a glass painting of it in high school.